I want to cry.

So, after having months of being exited because i was going to actually be in europe for eurovision and getting to vote, and reminding my host family '1month to eurovision, 1 week to eurovion, 1 day, etc.' my host family just informed me that we are going out tomorrow night, therefore me not being able to watch it
they said, we could tape it
but that would just be like me watching it in australia
the fact that i'm i europe means i get to VOTE
but they hate eurovision
i don't understand why
but they do
they don't understand how much this means to me!!!!
=(
i seriously want to cry

France Update.

Hello Mary.
We haven't talked in ages, and I am terribly sorry for not keeping my promise of posting regularly whilst i was in France... I wish i had of, but it's too late now.
So here we go, Mimi's France update number 1.
What is there that is actually interesting to say...
I went to the snow once...
It was really cute
and now blogger is being mean and won't let me put in a phoottoooo
so just search
Bonneval Sur Arc if you want...

School is annoying, and long
yeah
god i wish i could write more

and this is why i haven't been giving frequent updates


k bye
get off my blog already
oh and if this is mary reading it
tu me manque!!!